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Fifteen Towels
Sometimes thought is wringing a dry towel.
Sometimes lint can get a little gray.
I apply for work at the towel store with a shining face
and blank résumé.
Look at me, I say to the manager of towels. Acne-free
for years — a cardinal success I attribute to the grace
of good linens.
I can see that, says the towel-man. What I really need
to assess is your capacity to embrace oral history.
He continues without pause: there’s a story to the inner life
of towels as vast and complex as it is long-lived.
Prometheus brought fire, for instance, we know this.
Yet also when the time of ancient man to feast
and founder came to its violent end, Talos’ towel
is what he used to put it out.
We wipe it all away, this pain. His tone becomes urgent.
He shakes me by the shoulders. We absorb, we retain,
and for what?
Hey man, I just want to know if you offer health insurance,
I say. And employee discounts on towels.
I need you to broaden your focus, he says.
Expand your consciousness beyond the light
of what you know. Your vision is bound up in towels.
I will free it!
He slaps me on both cheeks and tenderly kisses my forehead.
T(w)o(wel) employees emerge from a closet
and wrap me in the warmth of freshly-laundered towels.
For a moment I shudder with complete awareness.
Do you know what is meant by grace? He asks. Sure, I say,
it’s the warmth of freshly-laundered towels.
Something in these words anger him. The towel-man sours,
strips me of my towels, turns me out on the street
with incoherent curses.
Sometimes feeling is a slap from the towel that follows.
A betrayal that worsens.
There is nothing more brave than a shower without towels.
I will not know peace in a world that is wet.
All I need is your belief: where we mean to go, we go.
The towels of the past will burn. Human sense is there,
waiting with a can of lighter fluid. In poetry, the match
is assumed; here, nothing happens unless
you bring a spark.